HAVE TO BE GOING HOME
IT WAS ON AN OPERATION LONG AGO

THAT IT ALL HAPPENED WITHOUT THE KNOW

TANKS ASSIGNED TO OUR PLATOON

WERE SETTING OFF MINES AS IF TO A TUNE

THE TANKS WERE WITHOUT DAMAGE

BECAUSE THE MINES WERE NOT FOR THEM TO MANAGE

YOU SEE - THEY WERE FOR PERSONNELL LIKE YOU AND ME

THEY WERE MADE TO MUTILATE HUMAN FLESH 

NOT STEEL AS THE TANKS WOULD BE

WE WALKED IN THE TRACKS KNOWING WE WERE SAFE

AND NOT ONE OF US WOULD MEET AN AWFUL FATE

AS WE CLOSED  IN ON THE END OF THE PENINSULA

THE ORDERS WERE GIVEN  - THE TANKS WOULD NOT BE WITH US

THE  REST OF US STARED IN DISBELIEF

AS WE WERE TOLD TO GO ON LINE AND SWEEP TO THE EDGE OF THE SEA

WE SWEPT FORWARD KNOWING DEATH WAS KNOCKING AT OUR DOOR

AN EXPLOSION SOUNDED NOT FAR FROM WHERE THE SEA MET THE SHORE

AS I RAN TOWARDS THE EXPLOSION, I YELLED AT THE OTHERS TO KEEP THEIR POSITION

AND I THOUGHT OF THE MESS I'D FIND AT THE OTHER END OOUR LOCATION

WHEN I REACHED THE AREA AND LOOKED ACROSS THE FIELD

THERE WERE CASUALTIES WITHOUT APPENDAGES

WHO ESCAPED DEATH BUT FELT NO ADVANTAGES

ONE HEROIC MARINE, WITHOUT HIS VALUABLE LEGS

WAS TRYING TO HELP HIS BUDDY WHO FELT HE HAD TO BEG

AS I PLACED THE TOURNIQUETS ON THE CAUTERIZED STUMPS

MY ONLY FEAR WAS THAT I'D HEAR ANOTHER "WHUMP!"

THE SOUND OF DEATH AND CARNAGE  WOULD AGAIN HIT ME IN THE FACE

AS MY BROTHER MARINES LAY DEAD AND DISFIGURED NOT KNOWING THEIR FATE

WHILE THE OTHER CORPSMEN  AND MARINES LIKE  NICK , COOKMAN,  SMITTY ,  AND TEX 

LOADED THESE POOR MARINES ONTO THE CH-46'S

WE ALL FELT FORTUNATE TO BE STANDING ON OUR OWN

KNOWING WE WOULD NOT YET  "HAVE TO BE GOING HOME"




By:  HM2 Doc "Rocky" Miller
       Kilo and H&S  Co."s
       3rd Battalion/ 26th Marines
       RVN - 1968 - 1969 


This  poem is dedicated to my brothers:  Nick Kosturos, Dennis  
"Ski" Kwiatkowski, James "Tex" Evans,  Tom "Fitz" Fitzgerald, Michael "Sugar Bear" Douglas,
and Anthony "Tony" Cusumano (KIA - 1 Feb 1969).  These men were and are 
among the finest Marines this country has ever had.